Saturday, January 10, 2009;
It's really hard for me to keep it to myself!
It's hard to believe my mum wants a divorce with my dad just because thier interest is not the same!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IT happen on a friday morning which is last friday!IT totally spoil my mood for the day!!!I have no mood to work any more!!!I canrt believe this will happen on me!!!!
My dad told me after my mum went for work tt my mum want to divorce!!!i was totally shocked!!!i'm seriously shocked.DAmn shocked!!!i feel as if i had not wake up and i'm in a terrible dream but it's all too real to be just a dream!
I hurried pack my things and i went out.While i walk , tears started to brim my eyes.I quickly wiped it away.THis is not true , i keep telling myself.
WHY ME?WHY FAMILY?My dad told mi tt it is because my mum and him had diff interest and my dad do not hv time to accompany here .
WTH!!!accompany her?!!i know my dad is busying earning my money to support this family and she thinks my dad had no time for her...WTF!!!!thinking of this fact makes my blood boils!Even though i know it's partially my dad's fault too.He could still find time if he wants to?
Hais...my dad actually wanted to talk at night on friday about this!!As a whole family but he forgot he has to work and i had to go and teach blading.I actually wanted to coach but after my dad told mi the terrible news in the morning , i had no choice but not to go. MY dad called me half an hour later said we'll talk about tt next time and i can go for my blading thing!!
guess what!!!my mum going for a holiday to genting and she nv told us until the night before she had to leave!!!
WTF....It's so irresponsible to just leave liek tt and largely because she knew tt she is going already and booked everything in advance and not telling us???
I think me, my bro and my father thinks my mother seeing another guy even though the 3 of us nv say anything to each other.I think tt's what 3 of us are thinking .I suspected my mum of this last week .She mentioned to me that what if she divorced , who wld i want to follow?
I seriously want to avoid this!!!!IF i ever know who tt guy is if it's really true.I will find the guy and slap him!!!!
REALLY HARD!!!!It's not only my father tt is damn sad about this !!!!Me and my bro TOO!!!!!
I really feel like giving her a piece of mind!!!!but i 'm not tt kind of of person!!!ARGH!!!!!
THis thign is really driving me crazy!!!!!
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